Give Me FAITH

As I entered the new Elevation campus, it just seemed funny that it was again something new.  This year is beginning as something completely new, a time for God to shape me into something different, into something He wants for me.  It is really frustrating and scary.  It is trust, to the biggest degree.  Not lying, almost everything in my life is changing.  It is all different.  This year is nothing like how I pictured my senior year, but I am finding that it's better, much better than I imagined.  The position that God has placed me in is one where I can really serve, and the training that has come before is coming together.  It is just one thing.... exciting.  It is a new start.  God is creating something new, and I just am looking back in awe to what he is forming.  BUT, I need faith.  Faith that is not bound by God's actions, but by His character.  Pastor preached on this, this faith that is unshaking, firm, constant.  Constant to know that even if I look like an idiot, if I am not completely provided for, even if I am not brought out of my problems, even if I die for my faith and no miracle comes to save my body.... my name, my body, my face does not matter.  God is still God, and His will and His glory is not bound to me, but I followed it completely and loved Him to the extent that I was able and that He has made me able.  Only if I could reach that point, where nothing else matters but Him.  not even my life.  I need that faith.  GOD GIVE ME FAITH