Provided

Here we are.  Less than 75 days away from departure!  God is providing, God is moving, God is growing my faith and my knowledge that He is good, He is great, He is the true provider.  Right now, I am so encouraged, so ready and excited.  I'm in awe of what I know God is going to do in the future.  I've been reading through Psalms and it's funny how they are so true to the real thoughts of someone following God.  As a friend said to me this morning, Christians are so unbalanced.  The psalms are that way.  My thoughts are that way.  But we are not called to be balanced.  We are called to leave your life, to leave your situation, to leave everything and follow after Him.  It is hard at times for our human brains to understand this, but the psalms show us the thoughts of a man who's heart was most treasured by God.  It's true, raw, unfiltered.  In my last entry, it was a crying out to God.  I knew and still know that He is the provider, but sometimes you just don't see where it's coming from.  The answer may not be seen immediately, but He is the provider, He is the conquerer.  What I know now is that He is providing like He promised.

Prayer request as things get closer:  I need to be getting spiritually ready for this trip.  I need constancy and consistency in my walk with God.  I need to completely rely on Him and be so bound up in who He is.  Thank you all who read this and are praying.  much love!